a new beginning

I miss you

2010-08-18T23:57:00.001+08:00

Its been 1 year almost to 2 years we broke off...
bt stll im missing u badly...
i want u back..can't u see i'm leaving under regret.. =D

NOR HAKAM ARROSYIID...I love and miss you...PLEASE COME BACK TO ME

forget the past... take in the future

2010-02-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

CHILDHOOD days are the most memorable time in our life...
NO WORRIES..NO TROUBLES.

Wish that I can turn the time back...haha
pelikkan...tak semua kenangan kanak2 tersimpan dlm memory...kerane sibuk dgn alam remaja.
haha...

so yeah.. sometimes its hard to take in the facts that are happening in your life...
well...that's what happened to me this few days...
he knows i'm attached..n love just need to go away...
THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON WHY, WHEN IT COMES TO SOMETHING THAT YOU DON'T LIKE HAPPENS IN YOUR LIFE NOW.
that phrase has a million reason.believe it?
it does change my life..

in 2010...meet new people..the good, the bad, the arrogant, well there's more...THIS IS WHAT IT CALLS LIFE.
lame..haha

so yeah meet someone who loves me for what i am...and i'm grateful...
don't want to highlight who...
not now..haha...
hakam saw and i admit who he was to me...
I know it hurts..but i'm trully sorry...
I can't turn back to the past... and why should I burn this small portion of feelings towards you to a whole big again...right?
well...I guess I need to think positive..c'mon I;m getting a new life..and this year a new year..
maybe aturity has to come in...
so yeah...

WOW~!

2010-02-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

O kay its been decades I never touch this thingy...
DUSTY!...
okok... my life been suckish for now..so yeah..loads to update actually.. but i forgotten all about it..heez...
so yeah...APRIL going to start a new school life!..yeah!!.. n 2 days attika's birthday..shit!...no idea wat to do...

I'm going to study HOSPITALITY OPERATIONS...its BUSINESS!!.argh...
might wondering why..from a art student to business..NO LINK!..

okok..i update soon enuf..if i'm free..got to go and wash up..I'M WORKING!...
tata =)

Michael jackson DEAD and the days ahead

2009-06-28T18:32:00.004+08:00

hey world...our KING OF POP took his last breath on 26/06/09
pray for the best on his new venture on the other side of the world..
oyah shocking that he was actually Islam...

Today...listened back to his songs...haiyoh kinda miss him...lol...
so...planned to go out but lazy..haiz...

on the friday itself,went shopping at Bugis street with safinah darlinx...=D
bought a dress($18)...skirt($18)..and bone steak($6)..hahakkzz...
we went shopping at night actually...7.30pm went out of my house...
reached back home 12 midnight sharp...
pity...forgot to take pictures with safinah to post in blog...

Yesterday was mummy's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...
I bought for her char kwey
2nd bro:$
3rd bro:just wish
4th bro:GUESS watch...cooooolll
5th bro:nothing to say
*1st bro,don't asked...*
on the day itself...my sepupu is getting engaged...
so went out together with my mum...
she look pretty!!and sweet!!

helping out in the kitchen...pity abg mamat do all the things by himself so just giving a him a hand....
went back home...

and for today...eat alot at home...lol...i'mgetting fatter..believe me...
tomorrow scooling..haiz...HOMEWORKS ARE NOT YET DONE!!ARH...
so prepare for my big time...
wish me luck =P

slacked at home

2009-06-23T15:43:00.003+08:00

today,nothing much,just surfing the internet...
watch a movie titled
"perempuan berkalong sorban"

its a nice video...it makes me cry...
hahakz...
so,today it raining and lazy to hangout...
tomorrow will be schooling,so another tiring day..hahakz...
so yeah...nothing much to post...
so arios...=D

dan hillarious!!

2009-06-21T21:21:00.005+08:00

hahakz..at home bored...so just surfing the internet...
passed by this videos of shane dawson...
most of it was crap...but,at the same time it was hillarious..=)
so yeah...if u tink its not..then,,alright...
below are the url's..so enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kz-3bQ4QhPI&feature=related
h http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etRuhhA2z4w&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=st8-oYpI_FE&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iiM__qYYhI&feature=channel

p.s:its kinda a matured video to watch..

What?!

2009-06-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

Holiday is coming to an end...
next week will be schooling..haix...

so yeah this week hols was a nightmare for me!!
I don't know why are you doing this to me?
is it a big mistake?i guess not...
lots of problems coming towards me and forthcoming...
hope I can be patience...
so yeah...

I want to start a new...is it wrong?
I only treat you as a friend but I don't know that you seemto like me...
I'm sorry...
I'm in relationship now...and he's your own friend...
if you want to call me a betrayal...so be it...
I don't do anything and have the heart to make you like me...
so..all I can say i'm sorry...

he's making things more complicated...
I don't understand why and what he want actually...?
he hates me for just a minor mistake...
haiyoh...

so...just wait and see on forthcoming...

I miss the fun

2009-06-15T10:30:00.002+08:00

How long does it take to end the holiday...
I know everyone love the hols...
but not me...muahaha...
My hols just suck olwite...
just ended my 2 weeks school days...n today is the 3rd day of my F holiday...
miss my freak alot...haiz...

oyah...recommendation
go to youtube type
"achmed the dead terrorists"
crack the hell out of me...
but i don't know if for you...?

few days back...
shopped at COTTON-ON with mummy!!
haha...=D
shop,shop,shop!study don't want!
typical girls life right...

so yeah..planning to go henderson waves with my freaks one of the holidays day...
hope you guys can go...
i'm freaking bored here!!hello!!
text me when you free...24/7...

School holiday

2009-06-13T19:33:00.002+08:00

School holiday has begun...
and I'M BORED!!!

so yeah...something special happened to me on 12/06/09...
it was shocking...
so yeah...don't want to elaborate...
nothing much to say...

bye...

LG viewty

2009-05-31T19:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!...4th bro bought for me LG VIEWTY...

cool phone...

thanks bro...loveya...

3 more days!!

2009-05-29T14:55:00.004+08:00

Monday will be our 'O' level mother tongue examinations...
had our mother intensive for the 2 weeks...FUN!
so yeah...yesterday got a BIG-TIME by MRS KOH...
about ART...what else do you expect?
so yeah..everyone received their report book and i'm not...
maybe 3rd june will be...
I seriously hate when she babbles...spoil my day only...
so yeah,today art lesson like wtf...
she scolded everyone..and we STRESSED UP!
academic students joint our class...SEBOK ONLY...
hate when that bitch and biatch have in our class...

so yeah,went back home with aizat..coincidently,azzad and his family were at the concourse...
so he saw me and aizat walking together...heck care...
even if he did saw it...it doesn't make any different for me...
so,azzad just looked at me and aizat walking together out of the school...
haahaahaa...
Love the way your expression is azzad...lol
so,even if you are jealous or what...I DON'T CARE...
CAUSE YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME NOW...GET IT?!
AND I KNOW WHAT YOU DID BEHIND ME...AND MOST OF ALL...
WHAT YOU TALKED BEHIND ME...
so,don't act as if you're INNOCENT when you're NOT!

SO THAT'S ALL...got lots of revision to do...
bye...

Another wonderful day

2009-05-26T18:38:00.002+08:00

Today just as fine as it is...
today in class sat beside Kalaiy and Eindra...
in between the pillars...
they were tall and i'm short..
so yeah...but have fun disturbing kalaiy in class...
HATE psme period...
our teachers will talked non-stop...
P.E...went to the gym and i'm perspiring like hell...pheww...
BAD at inclined pull-ups...seriously I can't do it...lol =D

3 periods of intensive mother tongue...but 2.15 had our GCE 'O' LEVEL EXAMINATION TALK...
leceh jugak taking this public exams...
so yeah..the fear came into me...
priority now was mother tongue and art...
Mrs Koh...frankly speaking I hate doing prepatory work...

After school went to a nearby coffee house at Sembawang mrt station...
I ate mee soto...first time tried to put sambal in my noodle...
spicy and i bought drinks 2 times...
next stop.mcdonald...asrizah and attika wanted to eat fries..so yeah,I accompany...
thanks for accompany me to eat at coffee house...=D

so went back home around 6+...
sleep inside a bus..damn tired...haha...
so yeah i'm home!!!

Going through the flow

2009-05-25T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hey...life is getting complicated now...
Knew the truth of 'HIM'...
seriously...a pain in the arse...JERK...
so yeah...got all my exams paper and UNEXPECTEDLY...I passed my english!!
woohoo!!...
my marks aren't that good but I try my best though...
PRE-LIM is nearing and better get myself prepared...
Frankly...I want to get out of secondary school LIFE...
START ANEW...

I know this days many people get hurt by their love ones...
BE STRONG...
so yeah...i try to help...=D

oyah..about that bitch I was talking about...
still remains as a BITCH...
I really don't know what's her motives....what she want for her life..?
get real....
stop hurting people when they don't even hurt you!
You may seem pretty and kind to his eyes,
but for us, you had already destroyed our relationships...
will see you in veangence...

Just go on with your egoness...heck care whether you're a beauty or not...
'cause we had enough of your game BITCH...

What do you want bitch!

2009-05-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

its been 3 years i put my grudge on you..

why?you know why...

why?what do you want in life?

why must you bother every person relationship...

and you destroyed relationship that are 2 years+...

why must you took someone who is already attached?

1:wati and AZZAD

2:attika and KHALIS

3:haryati AND IRFAN

LIKE WTH!BITCH!

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS...PLEASE LAH...

SICK AND TIRED OF YOU....GET A LIFE...

they fought over a boy?haiz..

2009-05-21T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hey...went back home approximately 5pm...
saw SYAFAWANI and the gang,ZAHIRAH and haryati...
everything seems complicated for wani,azzad and zahirah...

C'mon...zahirah and azzad only 3 months of relationship...
and she's making it a BIG-DEAL!...GROW UP...
its not as if it was 3 years of relationship...DUH!...
I really don't know what's on their mind...??

CONCLUSION:
1.If azzad was not asking for zahirah stead...this might not happen...
2.zahirah easily get f*** up...and BIMBOTIC!
3.wani...and...azzad...what's up with you guys?
4.MAIN FAULT=AZZAD...(stop playing with their hearts and feelings yo!!)

DON'T EVER LIE TO YOURSELF!YOU MAKING EVERYTHING COMPLICATED...

soapy day

2009-05-18T15:47:00.002+08:00

what a tiring day...
FINALLY FINISHED MY EXAMZ...!!!
MUAHAHAHA...
so yeah...me,attika and asrizah slacked at my house watching final destination 3...
kecoh..haha...
so then,they went back home...
but....
before that they used the toilet...and the pipe whereby the soapy water from washing machine run out were out of the toilet...
n so...my house were flooded with soapy water!!
hahkz...me and my fourth bro cleaned up....
good work...=D
so yeah the kitchen is cleaned...pheww!

well...gtg...bye

splash park beybeh!

2009-05-17T23:44:00.014+08:00

Today went to splash park atsembawang shopping centre with attika and seri...

haha...went to DAISO look around and took some picz...

had fun!

well...here are all picz...

2009-05-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

HE'S HOT AND CUTE...

taking back my love

2009-05-16T19:39:00.001+08:00

Go ahead just leave, can’t hold you, you’re free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, ’cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don’t know you’re out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you’re stone cold, you say it ain’t so,You already know I’m not attached to material

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love My love..

Ciara:Yeah What did I do but give love to you
I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that’s not me
Go ‘head, keep the keys, that’s not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you’ve made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I’m your girl
You’re out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don’t you know I’m not attached to material

Both:I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love
I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love I’m takin’ back my love, I’m takin’ back my love I’ve given you too much but I’m takin’ back my love I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:You think material’s the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:You keep your money, take it all away

Not in love

2009-05-16T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hey I have a confuse feelings right now...
can't describe what it is yo!
so yeah...do bare with my craziness friends...seriously...moodswings...

today just stay at home slacking...
exams are over...waiting for the results...
I'M SURE GONNA FAIL ALL...i guess...
so yeah negative thoughts huh?
alright nothing much to do now...chowz....
n yeah something special happened to me yesterday...
haha...=D
so thanks..
bye...

MOTHER'S DAY!!

2009-05-11T11:57:00.036+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY SAYANG SAYANG MOTHER...MUACKS!!!

LURP U!...

so yeah..we went and celebrated mother's day yesterday and everything was damn crazy...

we ate at FISH N CHICKS...FULLY RECOMMENDED RESTAURANT!...

spend 80+ for dinner...

then,went to SEMBAWANG SHOPPING PLAZA...we shop n play till we drop..haha=D

my mum got presents!

nokia hp,folding fan,shoes and makanz.

so had a great day yesterday.
the main thing I have not studied anything yet..so in big danger now...

gtg bye..

I'm Hatin It

2009-05-09T20:15:00.002+08:00

hey...maths paper and social studies was really BAD!
I really really really really really DON'T know what I wrote for SOCIAL STUDIES...
seriously...
so yeah...
preparing for my next paper...
gonna be a bit busy this few days...
so sayonara...
SARANG HAE!!!

BITCH on the loose...

2009-05-07T19:20:00.004+08:00

hey fwenzies...
u might want to know who's the bitch i'm referring to right?
yeah..let me tell you...she's schooling near our campus...
and she is just being a bitch by showing of her F love to my ex just to make me jealous...
n this is what she said...
"she was damn jealous because ***** love me more than her..."

WTH!SO WHAT!...fyi:me n him relationship are 2 years...
so would you mind passing through the 2 years first rather than just 2 months...
stop being so selfish bitch..F ur own business...LET ME LEAD MY LIFE...
I DON'T CARE YOU AND HIM AND IT REALLY DOES NOT MATTER TO ME...GET IT?
brain dead...

so yeah...STOP telling my friend what to do...if you can take him away from me...
then,why must you stop my fren from taking ur ex boyfie...and being soo pissed off..?
and stop telling her the bad side of ur ex just to give the bad impression...JERK!

so yeah...i don't give a damn okie...

Today is just the day...

2009-05-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Hey...had my english and mother tongue paper 2...
English 50% ok...mother tongue 30%...
the paper was difficult though...
well...need to prepare for tomorrow papers..
mathematics and social studies...wth!
i don't have social studies textbook!!!

oyah...just now was just soo embarassing...
during assembly in the parade square...
got a full view of him...
this what happen...
"syaq...the setter of the malay paper is cikgu ISMAIL...*ooppss*...i mean cikgu SALLEH..."
Syaqiria burst out laughing...I accidentally said ismail instead of salleh...
like what!!!how could it happened?furthermore,hakeem repeated what I've said...
he look at me....embarassing!!
fyi:I admire him(ismail)...but not so much okie...

after recess,attika knew everything,passing by his class...they looked at him and laughing...
wth!another embarassed moment...thnx gals...haiz...
blushing soo red...
hahkz..but it turn out to be a fun day...=D
so yeah..that's all...bye

p.s:GET WELL SOON ASRIZAH!

NAYAGA...

2009-05-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

I always wanted to join the gamelan(NAYAGA)...
BUT TIME DOES NOT PERMIT...
maybe i will try to join after my 'O's...
haiz...
dikir barat is now having a certain crisis...
sikit sikit jek nak gadoh...apelah...
well...miss my dikir members alot...
my voice also lost now...
we are performing for a wedding occasion around JUNE...
my mother tongue 'O' level paper was around the month of june...
somemore,INTENSIVE REMEDIAL....
I want to come for training but everyday went back home late...tired!!
sorry!

Well..adios need to study...
bye!

O level

2009-05-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

DAMN! 'O' level mother tongue is a month left...argh!!!

sitting in the hall taking your paper...SCARY!!!
well nothing much to say...
gud luck to all..chowz...

East coast

2009-05-02T14:06:00.013+08:00

Finally...I go out with my family!!!

went to EAST COAST yesterday...

tiring day for me...woke up at 5 am in the morning to cook...

10 am went off to the beach...

reach there around 10.45am...

we took the mini bus...

pit no.61F...

oyah!aminah birthday was held at east coast also but at pit no.31D...

fuyooh jauh nyer!!

wanted to go but unable cause no bicycle...

don't expect me to walk from one corner to another...

so yeah..HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMINAH...

my skin was dark for now...haiz..
n yeah!!got to play soccer wif all my bro's...woohoo...

korean song..haru haru

2009-04-28T20:43:00.001+08:00

I'M ADDICTED TO KOREA SONG!!!
thanks to ASRIZAH for introducing it to me...
it means alot...

swimming complex LOVE

2009-04-26T15:12:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggies...
yesterday went for a swim at woodlands swimming complex...
with my friends...
had a great time...
long time never go to swimming...

oh yah! I had a HUGE crush on a boy...DAMN HE'S SO HOT...
at first,feel awkward cause he kept looking at me...
but then...got to know he's a hottie...
but nothing matters...we make an eye contact though...hehe...=D
so yeah...nothing much happen...
went back home around 7+...

i'm a bit dark lol...
so that's all...sayonara...

PRE-LIMS!!

2009-04-25T12:12:00.012+08:00

Hey...had my pre-lims mother tongue and english oral...

my english oral marks has disclosed...ok lh nt so bad..

it was a terrifying day though...

my biology test was a horrid...

can't understand the question that much...

but still able to finished the paper...

mrs matthews was angry with us...but big deal...

so yeah..

mid-year or should i say pre-lims exam are just a week left...

got the whole book for every subject to study...

yesterday went to mcdonald with asrizah,attika,lucia and ashikin...

completed my english paper...9 letter writing!
so yeah...left my physics and other revisions...

Happy birthday

2009-04-18T15:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATTIKA(1404)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZZAD(1604)
WISH U ALL E BEST FOR YOUR UPCOMING LIFE AND STUDY HARD...

yeah...we'll celebrated attika's birthday the day after is because i forgot to bring the cake...lolz
sorry...
I gave attika toblerone the BIG BOX...asrizah gave earpiece RED COLOUR!
so yeah...sorry that today won't be able to come for azzad's birthday party...got something on.

finally got me revenge on attika on splating birthday cake on me birthday...
HAHA NOW I GOT YOU!!
best kan kene...amek kau!!!muakakakaka...
so yeah that's all.my exam's are coming and won't be blogging that often...
sayonara

Wohoo!!

2009-04-13T19:09:00.003+08:00

Hey today is just a fine beginning...
had awards presentation in the morning...
THE V.P TOOK 1/2 OF OUR ENGLISH PERIOD!YEAH!
so yeah before that,azzad was having a stomach ache..LOL...so he went back home.

I guess tomorrow will be the sec 5 motivation camp,have fun u guys...
so yeah...NO maths period for today and tomorrow..
but...we were given a very thick booklet to complete...damn thick...
containing the mid year exam papers of different schools...
damn hard!
so yeah lucia was pissed off when there is no maths...u know why?haha...
THE THICK BOOKLET MOTIVATE ME OF DOING IT!I'M LOVIN' IT!

okok...mr shah came in to relief...but i still don't know why many girls was so crazy over him?is he that good looking?huh?
never mind...but he kept peeping on me!what!

after school had my social studies remedial and it was a bad idea for mz yzelman to combined classes...she knew that though...
well,went back home early today that's all bye...=D

GET WELL SOON ATTIKA AND AZZAD!

study

2009-04-12T19:15:00.004+08:00

Today went to study with Asrizah and Attika...

we decided to study at long john silver instead of library(yishun).

around 4.30,we went off and window shopping at Northpoint...

hahakz...boredom!

Attika and Asrizah had diarrhea...haiyah...=)

Attika bought cheeseburger...I hate the smell of it

went back around 5.30,attika took the bus as for me and asrizah,

we took the train...managed to take some pictures...

don't care for other people's opinions...

so yeah,that's all...TOMORROW SCHOOLING!!!ARGH!!=(

DESPERATE TO BE GRADUATED...

Motivation camp

2009-04-11T13:49:00.004+08:00

3 days of motivation camp,7-9 april.

The day were full of laughter and tears...

THE TRAINERS WERE AWESOME!!

RAFI IS SO DAMN CUTE!

so yeah,can't believed that everything end so fast.

wished we could make it a month...

Mr amin and Mr danny,both of them are the jokers.

MISS THEM LOADS.

happy 26 birthday kak noor

2009-04-06T20:19:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

CELEBRATED HER BIRTHDAY AT A HOTEL At MARINA BAY!

woohoo!!!

HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD BABY!!

2009-04-06T20:11:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAIZATUL FITRIYAH!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAIZA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

02042008

Cross Country!

2009-04-06T19:57:00.016+08:00

FIRST time ever I had participated in the cross country...

foohoo!fun!fun!fun!...ran 2.8km...

held at the ADMIRALTY PARK...

saw khidir fainted...rafizah also...haiz...

ISMAIL sprained his ankle...get well soon...

so yeah..after the day,went inside republic poly to have our lunch with attika's mother...

NASI BRIYANI POWER TO THE GEDEGAG!!

so next,went back home clean myself up and went to attika's house slacking..lol...

backwards

2009-03-31T17:43:00.000+08:00

I'm listening back to the oldies songs...nice.=D
feel like me again.

flowz

2009-03-31T16:44:00.004+08:00

hey...been busy lately no time to blog...
okok...
on 24 march was attika's mum birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
on 27 march,school day as per normal,in the afternoon had a workshop.
WE NEED TO TEACH THE PRIMARY 6 PAINTINGS!
OMG!huamin primary filipino boy is soo damn cute...HE GOT DIMPLE!
hehe..=D
so yeah...really damn tired.
after the workshop,straight away went for my DK training.*sigh*

on saturday,had my training for the whole day...
the next day was the actual day,NERVOUS!
met ILFAM...miss him loads...=D
so yeah it ended around 10+...the next day school...haiz...
monday was totally a tiring day for me...

well...as for today,had my NAPFA test,failed my standing broad jump only...lol...=D
my thighs are cramp!...
so never went for my cca,noty...
need to complete all my assignments...
sayonara..!

worse day ever!

2009-03-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

Never thought things would turn out to be even more complicated...
IT WAS ALL JUST RUMOURS!!

wth...embarassing...shit!
n yah...its not a laughing matter...
if you are truly a friend...you would have gone up to tell the truth..
and yeah,ask yourself...if u are a human beings,would you feel the same as I do?
hurt?cry?embarass?what else?

FYI...I just want my last year of secondary school life to be a memorable year...
not a tragic year...
btw hidayah...thought u are a good friend...but never know that you will do such a thing...
are you truly a friend?

aisyah sibo birthday!

2009-03-22T15:22:00.013+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH SIBO!!!

Went to her birthday party last night,kecoh sei...

it was all a last minute plan...

went to causeway point to buy a happy birthday mug for her...

then,off to CHOA CHU KANG...

her house was so damn far inside liao...

somemore near a hill and abandoned school...scary dok.

we played twister...fun!

I WON!!HEHE...*kembang ar*..lol...

so went back with others around 9.40pm...

so yeah that's all..hee

tiring day

2009-03-22T15:06:00.002+08:00

Friday went to kampung melayu to rent our dikir clothing...
KECOH!
took 3 to 4 hours to pick the right set...hehe..=D

I managed to get my first hand observation at there...finally!
so yeah...t was raining damn heavily and I'm soaking wet..duh!

they planned to eat there..but I went back home instead...so yeah...
shower,changed to dry clothes and poof..to dikir practice...
penat liao...

kk..that's all...

A new beginning

2009-03-16T10:55:00.002+08:00

Dedicate to all my friends who have been heartbroken:

Try and smile once,let hues of the spring blossom once again,
Sing a new song,strike a new melody,
It's a new season,it's a new day,
chuck it,chuck every woe,chuck it,i'm with you.

Unleash new joys,sing a new rhapsody,
Let loose your moorings,ride new waves of ecstacy,
Get the bounce on your feet,let dance the sands at your feet,
Feel your spirits rise and reach for the skies.

Its the only life you ever had through twist and turns,good or bad,
Hug every moment,get life's feel.
Smile,life's joy you can steal.

Happy Birthday!

2009-03-16T10:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIDAYAH BACEN...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

happy 16th birthday bacen!!hahaha..=D

Argh!!

2009-03-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!! I failed badly for my english!!

just because my english test I was absent and I gave them my parents letter
and guess what it does not APPROVED!
but never mind...I will try harder!

RESULTS!!

2009-03-13T17:02:00.003+08:00

Today is the day of revealing your secret pal, and today we will be getting our RESULTS!!

Today,met azzad mother...salam jangan tak salam...
I miss her...
yeah...Azzad naughty2 make his mother waited for him for more than an HOUR!
haiz...naughty2 aite....hehe...

well...afiq...i just miss him soo much...
nothing much to say...

HOLIDAYS!!!..but still need to come to school...haiz...normal school timing...=(
its for my own benefit also right...
kk...need to go wash up and change up...go and get my results with mother and brother...

bye..wish all my friends happy holidays and good luck for results!!

Haunting

2009-03-11T19:10:00.002+08:00

DAMN!!

can't believe satesh told him something that wasn't true at all...
and now, everything seems to be wrong.
GREAT just great....
but please, what you had heard from him was all NOT TRUE!!!

STOP! looking at me in such a way that scares me...
I don't know you and you don't know me...
so its better if we don't bother for such thing.

p.s: she's just being so...BLUEKZ!!

IF?

2009-03-09T21:51:00.003+08:00

If the moon was to recommend me,this is what he'd say to you:
I want to drop the veil of decency,I want to cross the line with you.
I insist of destroying myself,on destroying myself to you.

Your charms are like a gentle breeze.let them touch me as you pass.
Your every move a graceful branch,please move into my heart.
Come into my arms,any excuse will do,for I must,I must destroy myself in you.

If I tell you my true intentions,I'm sure they'll make you blush.
If I make you hear my heartbeats,I'm sure they'll leave you flushed.
But I cannot hide my true feelings

Lucky I'm In Love With My Bestfriend

2009-03-07T14:54:00.003+08:00

Its been two years we've been separated over a certain reasons.
We fought before we last seen each other.
How I miss everything that happened to us,the bad and good things.

I really miss the moment we talked with each other under a full moon.
The day you once expressed your love to me.
The day you being clumsy seating on the escalator railing...haha=D
How I wished I could turn back time.

Now that we've meet again at the mrt platform.
You put a smile on my face.
I look crazy.
You keep playing in my eye...

How I wish we could be one...

AFIQ!!!

2009-03-05T19:44:00.003+08:00

today i'm sooo happy!!!

coincidently,met afiq at Woodlands mrt...OMG!he's soo damn tall and cute!
I MISS HIM!!!
so yeah...thought of avoiding him,.but HE'S STILL REMEMBER ME!!
he tab me on my shoulder...
HE GOT THE SAME HP AS MINE!!!ARGH!!!=D

so yeah,history repeats itself again...
thank you Allah,for making my fate to meet him again...
and this time I hope it will be better...
oyah!!WE WILL BE DOING ART TOGETHER!!!
can't wait...

kk bye...happy

picz

2009-03-04T19:55:00.007+08:00

THANKS FOR THE BASHED!!

LET IT ROCK!!!

2009-03-04T19:32:00.004+08:00

yo BLOGGIES!!

Today is just a fine day for me...
got stressed up of English filing...hahakz...
but the most exciting lesson was SOCIAL STUDIES!!!
MS YZELMAN ROCK!!
she recommended us a song titled "let it rock;Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil' Wayne"
got addicted to the song...

after school waited for so long,geography remedial was canceled,next remedial is at 4.45
waited from 3 to 4.45 doing nothing.worst still,i brought nothing to art remedial.
forgot that today was art remedial...muahaha...=D

well,ate mi Soto today hehekz...
my lunch just Milo,biscuit and pandan cake...

well..okok gtg...ART HOMEWORK!!

I miss someone...

It's My BIRTHDAY!!

2009-03-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hey readerz...today is my special day...finally i'm 16!!!woohhooo...
TODAY,was the most memorable birthday I had.
thank you INTEGRITY 4-2...

after P.E,got SABO by my classmatez...i was soaking wet...
get SMASHED cake by ATTIKA,HIDAYAH,SERI and others too...
ATTIKA AND ASRIZAH,THANKS ALOT FOR THE VERY CUTE WHITY CAKE U BOUGHT FOR ME..=D LOVE IT LOTS
my hair was covered with cream...
need to washed my face again and again...
i washed my hair...and yeah its sticky!!
hahakz...but I had a fun day...

after school got sabo again by HIDAYAH,SAFINAH,ASRIZAH,SERI AND AIZAT again...
this time I was white by FLOUR!!!
damn and need to walk to sun plaza covered with flour...
today,it puts a SMILE on my face.
never expect it to happened...

and yeah thank you safinah and band members,thought you all never even remember my day but I was wrong...thank you and I'M TOUCHED!!!

ps:I'm sorry

Dedication

2009-03-01T16:34:00.002+08:00

I would like to dedicate this to someone special:

All I ever wanted is your LOVE.
You left me broken hearted and now you don't mean a thing to me.
HATE is a strong word,but I really really really don't like you.
now that IT'S OVER.I don't even know what I like about you.

Thought that everything's was perfect,isn't that how it supposed to be?
thought you thought that I was worth it,NOW I think it differently.
Now that it's over,you can't HURT me,you can't bring me DOWN.

dusty day

2009-03-01T16:21:00.006+08:00

Today is SUNDAY!!

never went to religious class today..damn lazy...
ate ROJAK!!yum -yum...

okok,sat at home doing nothing,but need to clean my bro's room...
DAMN DUSTY!!!...
got pissed off by my mum...
damn tired...

my nose felt uneasy...
okok....off to take a longggg shower...bye...

n yeah, i'm confused of which one to choose??someone can give me advise?

My First Flag Day

2009-02-28T16:11:00.003+08:00

Today,tiring day.
woke up at 5.30am,and get ready to meet the others at Bishan MRT Mcdonalds.
Sleepy,slept at 1.40 am.LOLX...

so yeah,ate pancake for breakfast,yummy...
I ate faster than Lucia..hahaha...No Offend
and...got this one boy,don't know from which school kept looking at me.
IGNORE!!!

By 7.30,report to the Singapore Heart Foundation office
Each were given their own tins...
everyone started to split up.
the boys went to the Ang Mo Kio market.
As for them,1 hour donating,2 hours looking at chicks...
and as for me,Attika,Asrizah,Lucia,Hidayah,and Ashikin,we went to Toa Payoh HDB hub.
residents at there are so generous...
some people even donates more than 3 times.
1 hour +,went back to Bishan,continue collecting moneys at there.

The residents at Bishan were so different than at Toa Payoh.
Less people donates.
but managed to get 1/2 the tin full.
CONGRATS to Ashikin,Hidayah, and Chia wei.
They managed to get the tin FULL!!!
POWER TO THE GEDEGA'!!!
They are rewarded with a star to signify their excellence in carrying out their duties.
Wonder what will they get a s a reward.

well,its a tiring day..got to go now...bye

Unexpected Scene...

2009-02-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,went back home early hehe...
wanted to go to Safinah house.

so yeah but first went to Sun plaza first print photo's.
then,went to buy Nasi Briyani at Admiralty.
went to my house eat awhile...HUNGRY!!

but before the whole thing happens,saw AZZAD and ehem hugging...
Breaks my heart though, but thanks gals for making me strong.
its NO USE thinking of him lately.
act like I never seen him,but I just can't.

so,never watch the free-show of them both,just IGNORE.
none of my business also.
so yeah..just wait till the day..

i failed

2009-02-26T18:45:00.003+08:00

I failed my PHYSICS AND MALAY paper...'
very very bad marks..haiyoh...
but never mind try harder...

kk today...nothing much happened...
had fever today,so not in good mood...
need to complete 18 drawings by 4 days haiz...

n today,never seen him in school that much and never think of him either...
so yeah...until this time had not eaten...
too much thing in my mind...

after school went to Long John Silver to grab some bites...
not me,my friends...
so yeah...tahan lapar jerh lah...
then to popular...

seri buat perangai,MALAS nak layan...
okok...need to get my rest...

sayonara alvida

Aku rindu masa yang berlalu

Aku rindu kasih kita dulu

Tapi kini aku pun dah tahu

Kuntum rindu terkulai layu

no comment..

2009-02-24T18:25:00.003+08:00

Today, my ART paper...
it was sooo damn EASY...open book lar seyh...

okok...ENGLISH,Mrs Raghesh never come...woohoo!!!
ms sharon came in told about her love life...
n some..CENSORED things...
every one was laughing non-STOP!!
very open minded...hehe
too bad only for a period...

then stood back in school to do art awhile...
around 4+ went to Mcdonalds!!
then,5.30 cabot alwedi..hehe

kk...gtg...bye...

mengahpus jejakmu

2009-02-23T19:45:00.003+08:00

terus melangkah melupakanmu

lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu

jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu

tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu

kucoba untuk terus menjauh

perlahan hatiku terbelenggu

kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

engkau bukanlah segalaku

bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku

Sesudah semua berlalu

biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

lepaskan segalanya

What a Day!

2009-02-23T19:24:00.003+08:00

Today,had my Social Studies , Physics , and Biology examinations paper.
3 papers in a day...SO stress!!!
YESTERDAY NIGHT ONLY MANAGE TO STUDY PHYSICS BUT STILL THE PAPER IS REALLY HARD.

Physics:NO hope for passing
Social Studies:Unsure
Biology:75% sure of passing

hope I passed my exams...
its TRUE!! secondary 4 year is really TOUGH!!!
STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!!!!!!

kk...need to prepare for other paper...
good luck to all 'O' level and 'N' level graduates...

cintaku dipermainkan

2009-02-21T12:28:00.002+08:00

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang betapa ku sayang padamu..

Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya..

Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku kasih dan sayang kini tiada..

pilunya di hatiku..

Kini kau berubah..

kau tak seperti dulu..

Mengapa sayangku mengapa engkau jadi begini..

Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu

kerana cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya..

Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan..

Engkau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi sayang..

Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina..?

jikalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku..

Janganlah engkau menyiksai aku..

Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku..

Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu....

kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu..

Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa..

kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku..

Kini airmata pun mula mengalir..

Engkau masih belum berubah..

engkau tetap sama..

Kini aku meminta maaf kerana hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu sayang..

Lepaskan aku, bebaskan aku.. pergilah sayang, jangan kembali lagi...

What a Night yesterday

2009-02-21T10:32:00.002+08:00

around 11.40+,Seri's brother called me.

Had a shocked cause' the way he talked like want to have a fight.

cooll...don't think negative...i'm sure everything's gonna be fine.
well,be meeting him at 888 KFC by 2pm today.
hope its not going to be another fight.

Halo

2009-02-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

Remember those walls I built

Well baby they're tumbling down

And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in

But I never really had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

It's the risk that I'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that I want

Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again

But this don't even feel like falling

Gravity can't forget

To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

The risk that I'm takin'

I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo)Halooooo

ouuuuHalooooo

ouuuuOuuuuu

ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

I can feel your halo (halo) halo

I can see your halo (halo) halo

my day!!

2009-02-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

Today is friday and its my examinations day!!
had my Mother Tongue paper and English just now...
okay lah...50% confident...
hope i passed my major paper.

Today,not going to gym but...went to tekong park...
playing guitar with all my friends...
then,went to meet my mum at causeway point...
kene sindih kepe...10 minutes late..hehe sowie mummy...

okok..ate barbeque chicken rice at banquet...*yummy*=P
then,went back to tekong meet seri,together went to marsiling,
guess what,coincidently,met my kendarat's friends...
but never talked..hehe
altering my bro's pants...

then, went back home coincidently met udin(kendarat friend also).
hehe...
well that's all...not going to Dk Barat...
for the meantime,i put that aside...
need to study...
sorie gals...
gud luck on the coming show...

well...reached home about 10.30+...hehe...=)

kk,that's all...sayonara al vida

i confested...

2009-02-15T18:44:00.003+08:00

Todaywent to religious class in the afternoon...
while otw,i was msgng him...
just to cheer him up after what had happened to him...
i felt pity too...

well,never to expect, he ask whether i don't want to search a new boyfriend?
well,the answer is no...'cause i'm still waiting for you actually...
messaging.....he ask who's d boy i like...

I don't want to answer at first...but i have no choice...so i confest...
n bummer,he read my blog.....
so...he knew every single of my feelings...
now,i felt really wrong...

why?I SHOULDN'T have loved you...but i can't resist this feeling of mine...
you knew and you want to know the reason...

reasons:
I don't want a replacement
I love you so much
I will wait for you
I love the way you are
I lied to you,I don't like anyone except for you

I'm just hoping for you back, If i'm in the wrong, I'm willing to change...
if only i could have the second chance...

Happy 2 Years anniversary..

i fall in love with you again

2009-02-13T23:33:00.003+08:00

its been soo long we've broke up,but until now,that special feeling hadn't fade away.

today,went to khatib stadium for running,went there with attika,asrizah,azzad n seri...
only me,as n at are running, seri just watching us while azzad played his guitar...
oyah!!today is school celebrating Valentines Day,it was soo sweet of my friends gave us choco's!!
n during recess we had dedication booth!!!
all the school lovers was soo damn sweet!!!
baik lar seyh!!!
wish all lover last long relationships!!

well,I received a pink rose,toblerone and sweets!!!
thank you to the person who gave it tom me anonymously...
love ya!!

well,back then,I STILL LOVE HIM...

my feelings

2009-02-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

I know I have no rights to say I lOVE YOU to you.
everytime I saw you,that phrase kept on repeating in my heart.
And,it was a crap to love you.
'cause I know you will be asking for someone that we used to argue with.
I'm sorry,but if this is my fate,I will slowly fade you away from my heart,
n feelings towards you are no longer.
It all takes time.

Dosamu ku anggapkan debu Ku sedia memaafkanmu Biar aku berparut seribu
Agar sembuh lukamu Pahitku rasa madu
Di kala sepi ini Hatiku terluka lagi Engkau telah mendustai Sebuah janji

i love you

2009-02-09T21:10:00.002+08:00

its been soo long i've been keeping my feelings.

don't know when it will end...
must i take the first move or just wait till it fades away from my heart.
I kept remembering the mem'ries i had with you,the sorrow and the pain we've been through together.
but now,nothings matter.

I will just wait and watch every step you take eventhough you don't know what i was thingking and does not matter with you.
I'm sorry,but till now,no replacements can take you over.
It will be my secret.until the day you MIGHT realise.*if*

in silence,I LOVE YOU.

kembali pulang

2009-02-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

Bintang terlihat terang
Saat dirimu datang
Cinta yang dulu hilang
Kini kembali pulang

Lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
Coba merangkai mimpi
Cinta yang dulu pergi
Kini datang kembali
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku

Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Akan ku bawa dia terbang
Damai bersama bintang

Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Betapa senang ku dendangkan
Dan takkan ku lepaskan

woohoo

2009-02-07T14:10:00.004+08:00

hey hey hey!!!

slept at 9.30 pm yesterday!!! fheww...so damn tired...

went to gym with asrizah,attika n azzad...
had my full exercised...run around the track don't know how many times....
so yeah...tired lah sey...
i was crazy roll down the stairs hahakz...
don't mind me...
attika,asrizah n azzad thought of going to the gym but i want to go run the track...
but instead,its full house...hahaha =D
no offence...

despite of all that,I hold back a big secret...
while running my tears roll down my cheek...
i stopped for awhile n went to the fitness corner to do my sit-ups...
i sat down and think,why must i feel this way?

why must i have the feeling that i don't know what it is??
WHY!!!

how is it possible for me to say I Love You to you while I know it was all just a dream??
n letting you know that i still love you till now...
HOW?must i keep on keeping this feeling from you by knowing that you love someone else...

I just don't want to say it,cause I don't want things to be soo complicated..
i'm sorry...

picaz

2009-02-05T15:27:00.025+08:00

I'm moving on

2009-02-05T15:14:00.002+08:00

hey bloggies...

sorry for not blogging lately,been busy with studies...

so,ok,today i never went to school,due to headache and fever...
i have been having a fever since this month.
I don't know why?

so alright,chatted with him in the morning and everything turn out to be a tragic.
I don't know why we just can't get along...
he just being too emotional...
he said that he wiil respect my decision,but end-up he felt so depressed...
i'm not blaming him of anything,but when we start to talk,he will get frustrated...
weird huh?
sarcasm and frustration,I had enough of all this...

I thought that you will be nice for me to be with,despite you just don't bother...
well,from now on,i'm leading my on life with my friends.
if he can't be bother,why should I bother right?
and yeah,he is just being an a** H***...
No offence...

Note:
Would you be hurt when someone that you care all this while say harshed things to you and tell you that the reason he said all this because he care?

and he said that he was not at fault and he did not start the argue?
what the heck!he just being EGOISTIC...always thinks he's right...

so girls,don't ever give face to this type of people...

lamunan hati

2009-02-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Sejenak aku dilamunan
Di suatu masa yang silam
Ketika kita bersama memadu asmara
Meniti ranjang cabaran menimpa kita sejiwa

Kita tak lagi sehaluan
Kerna mengikut perasaan
Diburu hasut dan fitnah
Dicengkam keraguan lalu mengikut nafsu
Jalinan terputus ku kesepian

Kini ku sedari kau tak kembali lagi
Di saat begini ku perlukan keyakinan mu
Di sisi bagai waktu dulu kita saling sama bercinta
Aku pasrah

its over!!

2009-02-01T18:23:00.005+08:00

yeah!!!the fashion has ended...
feeeyeww...sooo relieved...
it was really intensed the whole january month...
n it was a grand show!!!at the ARTs HOUSE The Chamber...it is where the first batch of parliament are seated!!!

Alright,back then my relationship was at the end of the cliff...
i don't know why this feeling of breaking up went into me...
so yeah...everythings over now...
my life was under depressed now...
miss his smile,lame jokes,caringness and he's warmth love towards me...
why am i sooo stuuupid to reavt that way...
but its over...
i'm really sorry...

I know i have hurt you,i know u won't be accepting me back in life,but how would i tell you that i love you...?

so yeah...amin ya rabbal alamin...

that's all...

sayonara al vida...=)

3 days back

2009-01-29T20:54:00.003+08:00

its been almost 4 days not calling him...
inspite,why should a girl call a boy??
and he...not even once call me...
not even the day i did not even called him...

so yeah...been thingking and busy lately...
preparing for my fashion show this friday...
THAT IS TOMORROW!!!
its going to be a grand fashion show...
and my heart is beating damn fast...

been so pressurised for this whole month of february...
argh!!!...n finally...the day has come...
preparing and hope everything going on smoothly tomorrow..=D
wish me and the othersgood luck okey...=D

sayonara alvida

luahan hati

2009-01-26T18:54:00.003+08:00

pertama kali ku dengar suaramu sayunya hati ku merindui dirimu
walaupun belum kita bersua muka namun aku tetap jatuh cinta

pertama kali ku bertemu denganmu hatiku terpaut melihat senyumanmu
aku mengharap engkau menerima ku...karna aku bersedia menyintaimu...

akan ku renang lautan yang berapi membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini...
tetapi jika kau meninggalkan aku...
terhiris hati ini terguris jiwa ini menangis tak berlagu

biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai
kasihku takkan hancur berderai...
biarpun hari berganti hari
dirimu tetap ku nanti...

sayangku...pimpinkan tanganku
menuju mahligai bahgia
kita bersama nikmati kisah cinta
hidup bagaikan di syurga...oh kasih...

it end...

2009-01-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

I"m sorry...

It all just have to end here...

yela

2009-01-20T12:13:00.002+08:00

not going to school today....
feeling really unwell...

so yeah last night 1.45 am...something hurtful happen to me...
d pain was undescribe...it was so damn painful...
n yeah...had a slight fever...
but i wonder why it happen all of sudden...??

so my teacher called me up and she say

"are you okay?u sounded like u are in pain.."

so yeah i am in pain...thus,no one at home...
well...missed my frenz at school...
missing alot of lesson...*damn*
but nevermind i seek asrizah help olwedi...
i hope she remember...

so got to go...

sayonara al vida

aha

2009-01-19T17:34:00.002+08:00

hey bloggies...

well...my life is quite complicated this few days...
had a little quarrel with him...but not a big issue..
so yeah...just a bit of pissing of...
so yeah...
my cough is healing woohoo!!!
n so many secrets that i have found out...lets make it confidential...

so yeah 5 more months to my 'O' level...yet i have not been preparing...
stress out with my art things....
oyah...
friendships are going smoothly...just don't want to thing 'bout what had happen...
so yeah....smile have been put onto my face...=D
kk...that's all...

sayonara al vida

sudah cukup

2009-01-17T18:32:00.002+08:00

mungkin hati ini tak ingin kau kembali
namun mimpi ini selalu aku banggakan
dan di saat terindah bersama dirimu
kan selalu ada di setiap jejak langkahku

dan tak pernah aku sesali cintaku untukmu
karena bagiku tlah milikimu sudah cukup untukku
kemanapun aku pergi selalu sepi tanpamu
dimanapun aku berpijak selalu hadir bayangmu

kuteteskan air mata ini untukmu
saat kau lepaskan cintaku untuk dirinya
dan di saat terindah bersama dirimu
kan selalu ada di setiap jejak langkahku

the day

2009-01-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

today sat at home the whole day thingking of the past...

well,finally got something to post...
not feeling well lately,a big impact of situation came into my life...
i've coughing all the time non-stop...
but today,when i coughed blood came out...
hide it from my family...
hope its nothing...

well just wishing my mum get well soon...

and yeah the whole day i kept listening to the same song..."hanya ingin kau tahu"
reminds me of the past with him...
and yeah...a song that tell the whole story of my life "sudah cukup"

fanaa

2009-01-14T19:32:00.001+08:00

if the moon was to recommend me
this is what he'd say to you
i want to drop the veil of decency
i want to cross the line with you
i insist on destroying myself
on destroying myself in you

your charms are like a gentle breeze
let them touch me as you pass
your every move a graceful branch
please move into my heart
come into my arms,any excuse will do

if i tell you my true intentions
i'm sure they'll make you blush
if i make you hear my heartbeats
i'm sure they'll leave you flushed
but i cannot hide my true feelings
for must i destroy myself in you

happy birthday!!

2009-01-14T17:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MDM NORHIZAH!!!(BABY'S MOTHER)
WISH U HAVE A HAPPY N JOYFUL LIFE AHEAD...SEMOGA ALLAH LINDUNGI KAMU...

OYAH!!! TOMORROW SAFINAH BIRTHDAY!!

hey

2009-01-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

its been how many days i have never blog...
well my life been so pressured since this few days...
oyah!!i have received the 'o' level art paper...ARGH!!!
damn...
n countdown of 'o' level makes me scared...
n yeah...life has been quite complicated for me...
C'MON!!ITS A NEW YEAR AND LET ME LEAD MY LIFE AS IT IS...
its gonna be my last year in secondary school...
please...i want to graduate with happiness not sadness...
what is bygones let it be bygones...

so yeah...still thingking how to manage my time...
lots of things are happening to me...
how i wish it could end early...

so yeah...congrats to all 'o' level last year batch...whether ur result is good or bad...just keep moving on ur life...its not like its the end of life...
so yeah...
have fun in new life!!

adiemus

2009-01-09T14:54:00.002+08:00

I'M FREAKING ADDICTED TO THE SONG!!

the reason why i'm not interested to play with the band is not becaus ei don't have any interest in music...
the band has no unity that's all...

the instrument that's always been my dream to play it is the flute...
nothing else...
the sensational of the sound it makes...
i'm sorry but its not what i want it to be...

oh yeah...i just love to be in choir...but too bad for me there's no choir in my school...
kk...sorry band members...

STRESS!!

2009-01-09T12:51:00.002+08:00

HEY...can't imagine that i'm gonna take my 'o' level this year...
feels like i'm not ready for it...

so yeah..the 'o' level results for last year batch are coming out soon...
good luck guys and gals...
so yeah..can't imagine how it feels like to be in their shoes....
just wait and see huh...=(

lots of pressure being put up on me this year...

1.30 DRAWINGS ARE NOT COMPLETED
2.FASHION DESIGN AND MATERIALS ARE NOT DONE!!!
3.LOTS OF REMEDIALS...
4.TOO MUCH THINGS NEED TO CATCH -UP...
5.'O' LEVEL IS NOT FAR AWAY
6.5 MONTHS ONLY TO COMPLETE AND REVISED ALL MY SUBJECT
7.MAY IS MY MT PAPER
8.I'M SCARED!!!

mai...

2009-01-09T12:39:00.007+08:00

hey not going to school today...

had a severe headache...

lots of things to do...but can't afford to do it..

so yeah,took a rest at home today...

my school ended at 11.30 am...

GEREK KEPE!!

n yeah...mr illango called me,and the AKCENT was haha...=D

no offence...

doing my art a bit...hope to finish it within this 3 days...

30 JANUARY,THE ARTS HOUSE!!!AGAIN...

circus

2009-01-09T12:26:00.004+08:00

There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well baby I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don't like the backseat, gotta be first
I'm like the ringleader
I call the shots
I'm like a firecracker I make it hot
When I put on a show

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same

All the eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip Just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor Just like a circus

There's only two types of guys out there,Ones that can handle me, and ones that are scared
So baby I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship, so bewareI
'm like a ring leader, I call the shots.
I'm like a fire cracker,I make it hot
when I put on a show

Let's go..
Let me see what you can do
I'm running this.
Yeah, like what..?

happy birthday vivian!!

2009-01-08T18:21:00.003+08:00

today was a very tiring day for me...
went to SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC and NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC...
sooo many choices,but don't know which one to choose...
maybe marine...maybe biomedical or maybe hotel and resort management???
okay...wanna rest...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN EU WEI YI!!!
HAPPY SWEET-SIXTEEN!!!

graduation

2009-01-07T21:16:00.004+08:00

THE BEST OF FRIENDS!!!
BIOLOGY STUDENTS...=D

u made a promise by the ring

2009-01-06T21:11:00.003+08:00

labels:you made a promise by the ring...

studying has just begun...

2009-01-06T20:42:00.003+08:00

alrite...took the wrong bus today...

coincedently,met him in the bus and he sat infront facing me...

Damn!!!

SO YEAH,TODAY FOR THE WHOLE DAY SAW HIM AND THE OTHERS FOR SOOO MANY TIMES...(heck care)

like i said,i don't want to give a damn bout my past with you this year...

alright,today in school...everything was soo damn funny...get punished in class during PSME period DUE TO ME FALLING ASLEEPcause of me,whole class got to stand up...hehe...=D

sorry guys,gals an d gays...

so yeah...its not so serious punishment...just got to STAND WHOLE STRAIGHT LINE(EVERYONE) AND GIVE UR FRIENDS A GOOD MESSAGE...

damn ticklish...atleast i make sumting happening rather than hearing lectures for the whole 2 periods...durh!!!

hehe...owe all of them ice-cream(is it for real??)

after school went to khatib and meet baby...

went to mcdonalds and he teaches me PHYSICS!!!

his my tutor....

so yeah...complete my revision and i'm ready for the test beybeh...=D

went to fairprice awhile and i bought DARK CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM!!!

WOOOHOOO!!!=D=D...

soo after that went back home around 6.45...7.30 at home..hehekz....

so yeah...got to go...study!!!='(

labels:I LOVE MY MT TEACHER,SHE'S CUTE!!!

'O' LEVEL!!!

i hate this part

2009-01-04T19:49:00.002+08:00

We're driving slow through the snow on Fifth Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you it's hurting me
The world slows down But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now All that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye To find a way that I can tell you That
I gotta do it, I gotta do it, I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it, I gotta do it, I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

final destination

2009-01-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

Departure time 7:30
I'm packed and ready to go,
1st class ticket outta here,
I think its time,
To put it back in gear,
No more standin by,
I'm tryin to stay clear,
Turbulence got me nervous,
I should have never flown,
Scared when you fly alone again,
You know the atmosphere wasn't perfect,
I'm thinkin to myself was it worth it,
Layover's almost over,
I can see clearly ,
No more stormy weather,
Exit now,Don't pull on the lever, lever
This gone be my final destination
No more sittin round havin my time wasted
You say its now or never
I pick never we can be together
So come down
No more red eye late nights
No one way more connected flights
Wheeeeeennnnnnnnnnn
When we stared out knew this relationship was unhealthy
You broke the code
Never thought that you would stoop so low
You got me flyin solo
Now you cryin talkin bout you cant live without me yeah

yeah...

2009-01-04T19:39:00.005+08:00

today first day of madhrasah...YEAH TSANAWIYAH 3 already!!!woohoo...
everything was kekek at madhrasah..all my lecturers are male...SPONTANEOUS!!!
so yeah...went back home get my self change and went to sheing siong with mummy and 5th bro...
then,went back update my blog...
so nuttin much today...

labels:can't wait for school tomorrow

yeah!!!

2009-01-04T11:17:00.007+08:00

yaw...

went to ZINC. shop at CHOA CHU KANG yesterday about 8+...with fitri and baby...

thankiew for accompany me...

so yeah bought the WHITE ZINC BAG...whoo...=D

happy lar seyh...

so yeah thankiew mummy...

the bag cost me 45.90!!!

damn...

went to KFC...kekek lar seyh...

then,went back home took the taxi...FITRI BLANJE!!!

nothing

2009-01-03T17:01:00.004+08:00

today stayed at home doing nothing...
thus,don't feel like going out...
but craving for a new backpack...
mitting up wit mummy later at 5.30...so..
hehe...gonna ask mummy for $50...

going to buy a new backpack for school hahakz...
so yea..nutting much...
tomorrow my madhrasah will start...yet have not bought the bukz...
so yea...
that's all...

sayonara alvida...

2009

2009-01-03T16:40:00.003+08:00

hey..yesterday was the first day of school..hehe...
oklah...sleepy...not enuf sleep the day before..hahakz...

so yah...50% happy n 50% unhappy...
damn hate the cca thingy...
so yah...end up went back home at 1...baik kepe...
so mit up baby den mit up my mum...
den went to accompany my fren nadhrah to HPB,
so yea things turn out to be a miserable day...

i don't noe why nadhrah must react like that...??
alrite so heck care...

so yeah,a new fresh year...

p.s:i'm not gonna give a damn about my past with you this year...

vfr

2009-01-01T00:49:00.001+08:00

WOW!!!

can i take motor license instead of car??

DAMN!!!so beautiful....

dream bike lar seyh...